I had plans to do a more substantial post but I’m struggling to stick with anything. I then resigned to writing a life update but I seem to be having trouble doing that today. So… I’m coping out with a random post about… nothing?

I think I’m starting to lose it. I seem to be having one of those times lately where I just can’t focus no matter how much I want to. The doldrum of a 40 hour data entry job seems to be really getting to me – & I really don’t like that. Its not like standard boredom – or maybe it is but I’ve been feeling it for extended periods of time. Existential fatigue maybe? I don’t know if this is making any sense right now.

I want to fight against it like I have in the past, so I don’t become like so many who seemingly live in a zombie state, but… ugh.

I need a break… I’m going for a walk.

Farewell – apologies for the nonsensical cop out post, my brain really doesn’t want to work today.

5 thoughts on “

  1. Stick with it man. We all have those times where even the mundane averageness of daily life gets to us, but it’ll pass. When I start to get bored of normal life and start to feel like I’m losing it, I try to take a step back and appreciate all the small things in life; it’s easy to lose track of all the finer details that make even the most boring of days worth living for.

    It’s not nonsensical, don’t worry – even the best of us have days, weeks or even months where we’re just in a rut. You’ll get through, and everything will start to feel a bit more… worthwhile. Just keep doing what you’re doing!

    Oh, and ‘ugh’ is the best tag ever to use in a post :p

  2. The Twentysomething Social Recluse

    Going for a walk is a good idea. Normally these things pass eventually, but it is so exhausting at the time. I hope you are feeling better soon. X

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