Hello,
I had plans to do a more substantial post but I’m struggling to stick with anything. I then resigned to writing a life update but I seem to be having trouble doing that today. So… I’m coping out with a random post about… nothing?
I think I’m starting to lose it. I seem to be having one of those times lately where I just can’t focus no matter how much I want to. The doldrum of a 40 hour data entry job seems to be really getting to me – & I really don’t like that. Its not like standard boredom – or maybe it is but I’ve been feeling it for extended periods of time. Existential fatigue maybe? I don’t know if this is making any sense right now.
I want to fight against it like I have in the past, so I don’t become like so many who seemingly live in a zombie state, but… ugh.
I need a break… I’m going for a walk.
Farewell – apologies for the nonsensical cop out post, my brain really doesn’t want to work today.
Stick with it man. We all have those times where even the mundane averageness of daily life gets to us, but it’ll pass. When I start to get bored of normal life and start to feel like I’m losing it, I try to take a step back and appreciate all the small things in life; it’s easy to lose track of all the finer details that make even the most boring of days worth living for.
It’s not nonsensical, don’t worry – even the best of us have days, weeks or even months where we’re just in a rut. You’ll get through, and everything will start to feel a bit more… worthwhile. Just keep doing what you’re doing!
Oh, and ‘ugh’ is the best tag ever to use in a post :p
Thanks, that made me smile 🙂
Going for a walk is a good idea. Normally these things pass eventually, but it is so exhausting at the time. I hope you are feeling better soon. X
I am feeling better thank you, I just have several things going on that are getting to me a bit. I’ll probably explain in the next post.
I’m glad you are feeling better – any progress is still progress! X